Having fever feel sucky... for the 4th day..... awww

heavy head... high temperature.. eyes pain... gastrics... what else has yet to come?

Dint really have the time to blog these days... class test.. assignment... coming exams.. tight schedule.. so many stuffs.. but so little time...

once is enough...
i dont need you to shout at me.......

enought is enough.

So much things have happen in 2008 and i tot moving towards the start of 2009, it will be a better year... however, its a bad start for me. too much things for me to take in... too much things to absorb now... thinking whether this relationship is still worth to continue... to love is to accept...even though i have accept the way he is.. why cant i feel his love anymore..? from the day he left me in the train station... from the things he said to me... from the attitude he gave... i guess the answer is all given out.. its me who is naive to think that he will still love me as before.. no matter how bad or good he treat me in the past few months... i just hope that things will get better now... and it isnt... perhaps he is just finding way to ditch me.. perhaps he just want me to give up this relationship on my own.. but what will he get in return? will he be able to find someone who loves him so so much just like his ex or even me? i don't know.....

A Truth that i never wanto know....
after 16months... the one i love is not the real him....someone who has been putting up a mask all along....
i wanted to tell him so much that i really love him...
i do not know how long more i can endure....
i am even wondering if he have ever love me or just my body.. a body to satisfy all his needs...