Wednesday, September 16, 2009
已经好久没有写blog了..
脑袋一片空白。。好多事。。不知道从哪里开始。。
就是不开心。。 =(
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Its been a long time since I last blog…
So much thoughts were on my mind… don’t know where should I start from…
Till yesterday.. I came to realize one of my weakness… which is my indecisiveness.. a lot of choices made upon my indecisiveness… I do not know how to explain them at all.. I do really wanted to get rid of this weakness of mine and I know it is often easier to say then to do it… Once decided on something… just do it with no regrets…
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
心好痛。。
雨过真的会有彩虹吗？
Monday, January 19, 2009
Having fever feel sucky... for the 4th day..... awww
heavy head... high temperature.. eyes pain... gastrics... what else has yet to come?
Dint really have the time to blog these days... class test.. assignment... coming exams.. tight schedule.. so many stuffs.. but so little time...
Saturday, January 03, 2009
once is enough...
i dont need you to shout at me.......
enought is enough.
So much things have happen in 2008 and i tot moving towards the start of 2009, it will be a better year... however, its a bad start for me. too much things for me to take in... too much things to absorb now... thinking whether this relationship is still worth to continue... to love is to accept...even though i have accept the way he is.. why cant i feel his love anymore..? from the day he left me in the train station... from the things he said to me... from the attitude he gave... i guess the answer is all given out.. its me who is naive to think that he will still love me as before.. no matter how bad or good he treat me in the past few months... i just hope that things will get better now... and it isnt... perhaps he is just finding way to ditch me.. perhaps he just want me to give up this relationship on my own.. but what will he get in return? will he be able to find someone who loves him so so much just like his ex or even me? i don't know.....
Thursday, January 01, 2009
A Truth that i never wanto know....
after 16months... the one i love is not the real him....someone who has been putting up a mask all along....
i wanted to tell him so much that i really love him...
i do not know how long more i can endure....
i am even wondering if he have ever love me or just my body.. a body to satisfy all his needs...
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
what's wrong with changing the status of facebook status? what's wrong with turning on and off about a relationship?
u all are just an outsider and do not know everything about us. If u two are his friends... den stop making those sarcastic comments on his facebook status. what is the big freaking deal to write those comments on facebook? (i am not refering to my friends.. but to his so called good friend)
who are u two to judge our relationship? i seriously think that nobody is to judge what our relationship is now..
